:: Strange & Beautiful // AquaLung ::

"I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me."

here goes the aftermath.. kinda miss him x( stupid isn't it?! sometimes i wonder how love can be temporary. i feel like he love me only in tht particular time. ok, maybe he doesn't love me, now, doesn't it sound more painful? hmm, ok, i can't be that judgy, maybe we can say that he love me seasonly. the term sounded better, doesn't it?

"Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes..."

this is my predictions: after yesterday, he won't call me. first of all, becoz he's too busy with other matters [such a grown up thing!], and he's running out of credit for sms only. then he can't always call me from his house, coz his father might get upset once he sees the bill. he'll be having so much fun with his friends at saturday, and sunday. and for the next 3 days, starting monday, he'll be back at work. with all of the fuzz and rush. it brings us back to another thursday, where there's a big possibility he wont be going out with me again, since he already has other plans. and we won't be meeting each other till next month or two. sounds familiar??!!

:l can't do much about that, can i?!

"I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me."


[thanks to BBC]